Morning feels

Suddenly felt this over whelming need to connect. Nothing really transpired since the last time. But i had some feels in the morning. Again i felt the incessantness of my schedule crashing down upon me. Again, i know, it was just me being lazy.
I have managed to get the weekend and a mini leave. But i fear someone might take it away from me. In residency, you must always be ready for it. Always.
I am trying to shape up my academics. But i need to really try here. Make it a priority. I don't even have a direction right now. Set rituals and stuff.