Dissection

Feeling.
Positive. Satisfied. Anxious.

Events. Decisions.
Last check in - the day Kend asked me to move on (i did that a long time ago honey).
Bought jeans. Studied them. Had fun. Felt lonely. Tried to comfort myself with food. Skipped night routine. Bad decision. Slept by 1, i guess.

*lost content*

Talking to Savannah felt very good. Felt a connection. Felt good to hear her weekend story. Wanted to wrap up the day asap. And sleep. Skipped many night routine stuffs. But...listen to this....i could not sleep!!! Great.
Oh and i fell ill too. Post Kend talk day.
So, i was there, lying on bed at night, having skipped routines, so sacrificing it for sleep and not being able to sleep, stomach bloated, nose running, nose irritable, scalp itchy, cockroachy room...i was pissed. Woke up feeling crap, begging for sleep...

Off to work. Feeling lost at work.

Jacket stolen. Feeling sad.

Rushing to icu. Feeling lost.

Meeting Savannah. Feeling good.

Back to icu. Just giving in to work. Feeling good.

Social dinner. Need for significance fulfilled. Feeling good.

Back to icu. Working well. Feeling good.

AND HERE WE ARE.

Evaluation.
I think ever since i got back from my mini vacay, i am being left from ot at un godly hours...and that rules out gym. Also, i have been confused about new year plans. So, no fixed schedule. No time for self. And pms.

Verdict.
Last few days were tough. Plan more strategically. CATCH NEGATIVITY.